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Journal Entry: Thu May 7, 2015, 9:17 PM
I guess that's how I would describe how I feel about deviantART. 

More than a few times now I've hovered over the deactivate button, but there is too many memories here. So, I don't think I'll be deactivating. I tend to find that long breaks are much better than flat out leaving because if in the future you decide to go back, you can't. It's stupid that dA doesn't have an option that you can reactivate your account at any time.

Anyway. A lot has happened to over the past month. Mewtwo came out in Smash 4, which was wonderful and a lot of us were very happy. 

He's pretty much a glass cannon. I've been shocked to discover he dies to his own shadowball at like 50% which is absurd. He's lighter than Melee, which makes zero sense. I love how he can airdodge into nair now though, that's amazing. His usmash is godly, and he just looks overall badass as ever. His dair is devastating and spikes now offstage, and his bair is really really good for knockback off stage. His nair I've discovered literally can knock an opponent out of their double jump off stage, like Fox and Diddy. That's pretty cool. He can also side b into fair off stage! Incredible.  

dtilt>jab>disable>usmash.... drools. You guys should go check out some of Trela's matches on YouTube. :D

Anyway, apart from that, my bf's mother had cancer, and my own father was in hospital. Both are still recovering. 

As for me, my head's only been getting worse, instead of better. I can no longer do normal daily activity, such as sit at the computer for long periods of time, without my head killing me. The specialist I went to did fix my migraines, and I no longer suffer aura, but I have cranial pressure from my C2. I get an extremely deep throbbing and agonizing sensation deep inside my head and I can hear my heart pounding and blood pumping. The pressure intensifies if I lie down and turn my head, or if I get up. I'm going to the doctor now, after suffering from severe stress, I broke down yesterday. Times I've wanted to break my own neck the pain's been that bad. I can't live like this. So, hopefully I they can take a look inside to see what exactly is going on in there. I've lived with this since I was a teenager, but I know it's getting worse now. 

I've been flogged with shifts at work as well, considering some of the ladies went on Easter holidays. I was working pretty much everyday, which was great, and it got my bank account back up! I'm also a member of a band now. We rehearse often, which is quite fun. A few more drilling sessions and I think we'll be going to our first gig. I play the drums, and my two friends do the guitar, bass guitar and vocals.

I really needed time away from here and I apologize to those that have commented to me, and I haven't responded. There are times I lose all motivation to do anything. My depression came back to me lately as well, though I'm overcoming it, if slowly.

Sometimes you just need the support of a friend if anything. 

I am not going to let things affect me though and I will get back into the swing of things. Even if it's hard, sometimes its just best to swallow the pain and hurt and stand up again. 

My net's been down for the past three days as well due to a very bad storm we had here. So I've had to use my phone as a hotspot. I'm scared of the bill lol, but oh well.


  • Mood: Artistic
  • Listening to: Tame Impala
  • Reading: Russian - A Self Teaching Guide
  • Playing: Sm4sh

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SoftieLocks Featured By Owner May 8, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Oh my God Emma I'm like shaking I

That was so unexpected and so sweet of you

Thank you so much oh my goodness :huggle:

I was actually just thinking about you today! I had read your journal last night but didn't get a chance to comment. ;_; We should catch up sometime. :love:
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KarateSparrow Featured By Owner May 2, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
I was going to come so I could commission you... and I saw that everything had been deleted. Do you feel open to talking about it?
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kamisami Featured By Owner May 1, 2015  Hobbyist Filmographer
can I be your friend?
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Demon242 Featured By Owner Mar 20, 2015
Hey, Metros. Just wanted to let you know I'm a big Invader Zim fan and I love your work. It's so rich in color and detail. I write fanfics as a hobby and half your work inspires little scenes in my heads I'm tempted to write out. Keep up the awesome work and don't let anyone or anything get you down. Do what you do because you love it; nothing else. 

Likewise, don't get the fandoms get you down. Again, do what you love because you love it. I do the same thing and basically ignore those who want to pick sides and argue over it. There's light and value in every side that I love to see and immerse myself in at random times. And that exists in your work, some pictures showing Dib and Zim as enemies, others as allies, sometimes even lovers, all of which I can back and could and might write a handful of fanfics about using the images you created to tell a variety of stories.

You truly have a gift with your artwork. Don't let anyone undermine, undervalue, or take away your love and appreciation for that. And if you need a boost, just remember: you'll always have the support of myself and everyone who thinks and believes as I do, even if we don't have the time to write comments saying as much. 

Sincerely, your supporter, fan, and friend, Demon242
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